I am not sure how much longer I will keep this blog. My kids are getting older and more aware of its existence. So much of my life and theirs has been put out their for the world to see. I don’t regret any of it but I miss the days when I was anonymous and only known as a pen name. Now people from all over the world know who I am, who they are.
I am not sure why with the incarnation of It’s a Beautiful Wreck I decided to go public. No longer were strangers reading but people who knew me, knew us, and while I didn’t mind it has now become this weird thing to me.
In February, my domain and hosting is up for renewal and I am seriously thinking of letting it go. Blogging has become what every online diarist feared it would. I am finding it harder and harder to connect with bloggers’ writing I once loved. It has become commercial and staged, much like reality shows on television.
As always I appreciate my readers, especially those who have been around for the past decade and followed me from one writing incarnation to another. I just think I have come to the point of moving on and doing something different.